shyness
birdmad
how_soon_is_now
020110
...
daxle
this
week
I've
been
listening
to
that
song
constantly
and
I've
been
thinking
of
you
and
apparently
you
noticed
how
appropriate
it
was
also
and
I
how
I
wonder
where
you
are
020113
...
misaligned
damn
me
i
can't
even
look
you
in
the
eyes
.
you'll
see
right
through
to
my
dirty
mind
.
020201
...
shorlove
Cremasters.
030425
...
emmi
i'm
dying
to
get
out
of
it
all
i
need
is
a
little
push
040630
...
triplesix
I
used
to
be
really
shy
but
then
one
day
I
thought
,
fuck
it
!
Why
am
I
scared
of
what
other
people
think
of
me
?
There
is
nothing
I
can
do
to
change
who
I
am
.
I
try
to
look
good
,
I
work
out
,
I
try
to
get
along
with
everyone
.
I
guess
I
learned
to
love
myself
.
061112
...
Dragonflye
See
,
I
also
think
"
Fuck
it
."
I
think
"
Fuck
it
"
all
the
time
.
And
I
still
can't
break
out
of
myself
,
no
matter
how
badly
I
want
to
.
It's
so
goddamned
frustrating
.
I
don't
know
how
I'm
ever
going
to
get
through
life
like
this
.
080220
...
birdmad
if
nothing
,
blather
occasionally
becomes
my
psychic_junk_drawer
littered
with
the
funny
(
ha
-ha
and
strange
varieties)
little
odds
and
ends
of
the
past
.
took
me
some
work
to
get
from
there
to
here
,
but
i
made
it
080220
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
