shrunken
tit the world is getting tighter around my head is it that is is shrinking under the pressures of man or is it that my problems are getting so large that they haven taken the space that once was mine? 020625
...
phil don't wear me out, and keep me warm. 020625
...
unhinged like little margaret with her walker
stooped
bent over


my perspective is shrunken
small
i want to fling my heart out to the far reaches
like a net
see what gets caught in it


but
that's dangerous
bad things have happened
i'm gathered in, against
tiny
shrunken
when my heart has always ached to be exponentially expanded to every last particle
quantum_entanglement
or
molecular love
but
that's dangerous


this period of contraction is prolonged
or maybe
it just feels steeper
after the period of expansion
we were together
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...
unhinged .



right now
the only way to stay safe seems to be to
keep it all to myself


(i flung out my net
and caught two
not one but two
selfish)
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from