should_i_stay_or_should_i_go
xorf
I've
had
some
friends
and
lovers
who
were
very
kind
to
leave
me
when
I
was
stuck
with
them
.
As
a
result
I've
suspected
that
I
don't
have
the
good
sense
to
know
when
I
should
do
the
leaving
.
Though
I've
been
in
a
relationship
for
a
good
6
years
now
,
and
everything's
on
the
up
and
up
,
I
still
find
myself
wondering
every
time
there's
a
challenge
.
To
my
credit
,
I've
learned
not
to
say
it
out
loud
unless
I
really
suspect
I
might
mean
it
.
I
found
myself
sort
of
longing
for
a
commitment
from
my
primary
partner
recently
,
until
it
hit
me
that
I
was
actually
longing
for
a
commitment
from
myself
.
120809
...
me
"
I've
had
some
friends
and
lovers
who
were
very
kind
to
leave
me
when
I
was
stuck
with
them
"...
that's
the
best
phrase
i've
heard
in
a
while
!
I
always
believed
that
not
all
people
were
meant
to
be
in
relationships
...
and
I've
also
been
in
one
for
6
years
,
but
I've
spent
the
majority
of
it
trying
to
figure
out
how
to
end
it
but
never
had
the
courage
to
do
so
out
of
guilt
mostly
.
Even
though
I
always
felt
that
she
would
also
benefit
from
it
I
just
couldn't
(
but
tried
on
a
few
occasions,
but
she
wouldn't
let
me
end
it
without
a
fight
!)
And
so
6
years
later
we're
in
the
same
routine
...
and
the
sex
is
great
,
but
I'm
afraid
there
will
never
be
anything
else
and
if
I
was
really
only
after
sex
I
don't
really
need
a
commited
relationship
for
that
.
My
answer
is
always
to
just
GO
.
You
only
live
once
and
shouldn't
spend
it
with
someone
who
doesn't
make
you
happy
...
and
if
its
your
fault
then
you
need
time
alone
to
become
the
person
you
need
to
be
.
I
personally
haven't
had
the
experience
of
being
with
someone
while
growing
as
an
individual
at
the
same
time
...
If
I
had
then
THAT
would
be
a
succesfull
relationship
.
120810
...
unhinged
i
tend
to
hide
my
true
self
when
i'm
in
a
relationship
,
even
if
it's
just
being
quiet
when
i
should
speak
up
.
it
seems
like
the
people
i
feel
comfortable
enough
with
to
be
myself
only
want
friendship
.
romantic_vs_platonic
sometimes
i
get
sick
of
being
the
friend
*
sigh
*
sometimes
i
get
sick
of
being
sometimes
i
get
sick
of
being
your
ideal
sometimes
i
get
sick
of
being
alone
sometimes
i
get
sick
of
being
broken_hearted
*
sigh
*
but
i
tend
to
make
the
absolute
worse
choices
about
relationships
when
i'm
so
alone
even
my
tears
are
numb
.
i
should
know
by
now
that
only
leads
to
the
cut_and_run
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