second_hand_me_or_oh_the_things_i_should_know trixie Gonna make me a star? Never take that line before Just doing my business, don't bother me I'll haul my own load thank you very much Oh One drink Only One drink wouldn't hurt anyone No one especially me Master of me and all things me I've got it all and I know it One drink So ha Standing my ground Keeing cool Looking around Nobody's fool One drink down and look where I am Supposedly on my own two feet but secretly in your hand Standing waiting looking breathing Waiting wanting needing feeling Are you the man that solves the link? The fate has sealed in this last drink I am cute and funny and a perfect figure eight A nice Jewish girl who temps the fate And a smile and a wink and a lie about class and more about him and my tight white ass Standing there feeling Gilda all around Wanting me to leave and stand my ground He holds the carrot and makes me beg He sees my eyes spin in my head This easy dixie fuck knows what it's all about But one drink to many And she'll blow you right out A smile A laugh A name A drop A wink A beat A heart A hope One prayer to God to save me in hell She's not there so I still fell The fight of many before and after The fall of young firm girls with dreams and brains but that one fatal flaw- -someone to look up to, other than herself. And secret dreams, and plans, and jokes, and moves. That hasn't seen day but bursts at the chance to be free. Another drink, one cab, three blocks, no problem (It'll all look good in a memoir anyway.) Winks Money Hints Fear Jokes Names Hope Voids Lies Me Him Fuck that grape, I'll never put it in me again for anyone. not even them. Then A cab Around the block If you know what I mean A first An end A shock A loss An end 030918 ... ashmanzhou second hand me-oddly fitting the things i know that i know now ive seen the dark side of the world the dark side of me dreaming everyone is dead leaving life for somewhere better but juxtaposed i am entirely worse maybe we should all burn now 030919 ... trixie maybe we should be our own bodyguard as well as everything else. 030919 what's it to you? who go blather from