screaming_out_loud puredream for fear that you're leaving for fear that I'm losing for fear screaming out loud hoping that in the infinitesimal moments that my piercing screams are heard that maybe someone understands... maybe I can reach someone without words, without actions, without beautiful sounds... the screeching and hollering pain screaming out loud to see if maybe someone hears someone heard someone sometimes anytime screaming out loud for fear of losing you 040723 ... Curiosforthequestionunasked scream!, curiosity, scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream at me at who I am of how far short you, believe, i have fallen insted of this slicing silence rant rage break things scream for things you don't understand and never wanted to see Scream in your own pain for days long past curse me for your assumtions that binds us both scream for your wounds and MINE but on your first breast, in exhaustion and mercy, let the truth finally flow even if only to yourself "one word I could not let go, one word - FREE" and let their br renewal if show sometimes in my passion to defender here I trample others scream so i can hear you scream so tha i know you yet live, i've seen enough sinister black 040723 ... Deomis My fingers claw the ground I cannot see The world is swimming A painful blur of colours I faintly remember The scent of blood And its red stain Upon my arms I'm screaming out loud But no one hears me And no one would have listened This is my choice... 040724 ... painfullymisunderstood oh my haunting muse what cause attraction havoc from such playful passion this friction between the fabric of us is unneccessary all was meant in love and honor stripped bare naked and raw laid in supplication strummed not struck your words cut me so that you could think I intend other than love it seems my heart has grown thorns and once soft words sharp edges all intends innocence if not perfection truly you have my heart on this 040725 what's it to you? who go blather from