year
belly fire
I
have
loved
you
out
loud
for
one
whole
year
040417
...
DammitJanet
I
have
seen
you
happy
for
one
full
year
040417
...
silentbob
this
year
went
by
so
fast
040613
...
DammitJanet
another
year
of
my
life
passed
but
without
significant
changes
what
i
need
to
change
still
sit
dormant
in
my
body
waiting
to
be
set
free
invisible
hands
latch
on
to
my
future
it's
prying
fingers
too
stubborn
to
let
go
it's
my
masochistic tendancies
my
inner
need
of
failure
my
lack
of
will
power
and
my
eagerness
for
self
destruction
i
constantly
sabotage
my
life
to
stay
the
way
i've
felt
for
years
my
life
needs
to
change
i've
started
on
a
road
of
self
improvement
but
my
trapped
mind
longs
for
more
than
just
sex
has
helped
me
realize
that
i'm
normal
that
i
can
love
and
be
loved
by
the
opposite
sex
has
done
wonders
for
my
self
image
but
sex
is
not
enough
.
040613
...
pilgrim
This
Internalized
Concept
,
An
Ever
Diminishing Fraction
of
Your
Lifetime,
Seems
as
such
to
Accelerate
in
It's
Passage
.
As
It
becomes
a
Smaller
and
Smaller
Segment
of
The
Whole
Expereince
with
Each
Passing
.
Times
Preception
is
Truly
a
Subjective
Reality
.
Half
a
Century
Out
,
and
the
Velocity
is
Starting
to
Rattle
the
Wheels
.
040613
...
raze
you're
about
to
go
away
.
i'm
not
ready
to
say
goodbye
,
and
i
can't
wait
to
watch
you
leave
.
221230
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
