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auburn Didn't think I had it in me to include the Jonas brothers in a dream. 090606
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unhinged he told me he would dream about me. in the sparse moments i slept, i had a dream about him. we were having a telephone conversation about how he was dating other people, but wanted to keep seeing me and he saw nothing wrong with that.

even my dreams don't trust him. i keep imagining things that are wrong. something, anything, to keep myself from floating away so that i don't have as far to fall. i have trust issues. deep seated serious trust issues.

i want to tell him everything. that scares me.
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PeeT holy christ! 120623
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