wistful unhinged on the edge of tears sad longing nostalgic heaving sighs heavy if someone would have told me those were going to be my glory days i might have done them better held them better lived them better but in one thing i guess i'm sure i couldn't have loved you any better 090530 ... unhinged even my favorite sandwich at comet didn't taste right yesterday. i had only a banana to eat the whole day, usually i could eat the whole plate clean. the gravy seemed too salty. the garnish on top not roasted enough. the toast not toasted enough. i looked at the table we sat at together and subconsciously avoided it, sitting there alone. i pushed the vegan meatloaf and mashed potatoes off the toast trying to avoid the gravy and picked at it with my fork. back to the crossword puzzle, back to the food. scratch, pick, scratch, pick. i could tell my face was turned down at the corners. 090531 ... past she sighed wistfully, after we both got overly excited about some trivial fact spelled out on the panel text, and said, with approval, "god, we're both nerds." 090531 ... past (wistful doesn't seem the right word, but does at the same time. i think we were looking at something on unicorns.) 090531 ... unhinged and then two days later my life changed what a_really_eloquent_universe 090630 ... unhinged at this point i have no one to blame but myself so defeated so sad so lonely 'that just sounds like a pity party to me' 140525 what's it to you? who go blather from