wind
j_blue i can hear it outside

a stormy day in my beloved city, san_francisco

its exciting
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pilgrim The thin liquid sky
Scrapes accross the harsh stoney ground.
Lifting up dust as an offering
To the gods of ice and snow
Wresting loose the very earth
To propogate the Glacial fodder
That rests upon the slope
Hammering the Seas into moving mountains of seething foam
Sending the foolhardy to Neptunes throne
Beneath the thicker liquid
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soia look for the wind to blow me over
suddenly I am all about health
all about not falling apart
driven harder and harder
I get stronger and stronger
but I'm never sore
and I'm never sick
and every time I go to say something
I start out thinking "but how do you talk about nothing?"
life without drama was not life at all?
still getting used to this.
but resisting a struggle against non struggling because that would be (bahnt)
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newme change 040727
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z be wind 040728
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nom there were so many leaves flying around

there are lots of branches on the ground
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unhinged this place
can still feel strange
to me

but
after_ten_years

i feel the weight
of the darkness
that comes behind the winds

that denude the trees
bring the winter down
from the top of the world

there is a monster lurking
heavy
hungry
demanding

i will have to let go
to make room
for new things to grow

but my heart begs
no
we can't
not again
not more


it's time for new tattoos
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nr how much can you blow away? 220617
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nr biting, unforgiving gusts on your walk home redden your face and make you shiver and remind you that you're alive, which can be appreciated. 230210
what's it to you?
who go
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