whenever j_blue around_me 020523 ... DammitJanet i remember how much you hated this word, but i had gotten into a habit of saying it all the time. i didn't mean to. it became automatic. it was like when he told me he hated the word asshole, and i thought, that's alright, i rarely say that word. on our first date i said it 3 times. reminds me of the childish things we used to do, don't say okay! don't say um! don't say like! but all we could say was okay, um, like. put restrictions on the brain and it becomes a broken record. 031209 ... nomme) i go to hug someone i end up stabbing them 050710 ... jane nomme, you can stab me anytime 070814 what's it to you? who go blather from