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EECP What do you do when all the wants that exist for you, come down to a single person? 040123
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kyla self-reflect, reassess, and burgeon obviously.

if that fails, purchase said person.
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Cole what do you do when you're not that person? 061101
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mc dog and sofo want this


BLEH
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tender_square when she was falling in love with him, he felt like the only person her heart had ever wanted, like she had never known the depths of want before.

and so she leapt. he caught her from the catch bar his legs dangled from, grasping her wrists and hands firmly in his, mid-air.

her friends and family watching in the audience below were shocked, collectively gasping at her “impulsivity,” her “recklessness”—characteristics unlike the woman they knew. she assuaged them for many years afterward by keeping her feet to ground as she was expected to do. everyone smiled and everyone accepted her story about exceptional circumstances.

she didn’t know she missed the scent of metal perfuming her palms, the wind whooshing past her cheeks like a hummingbird’s wings, the leather grips that kept her hands in bondage, until she began climbing the rungs again. the new/old want pushes her to even greater heights and unfathomable risk. in this ascension, she curses her heart and the universe for, what she believed was, trickery. mockery.

could she ever be satisfied? would she always be wanting?

but as she nears the riser, she realizes that the condition of love is in constant flux; her heart didn’t lead her astray that first occasion, just like her heart wasn’t misleading her now.

if anything, what was coursing through her was the only prescience she could trust.
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