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nom i turned my computer on just so i could write this i'm just writing this no direction here to there it is just this what not sure it is 031222
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pilgrim Torqued
Twisted
Wound
Rotated
Deviated
Converted
Swayed
Backslid
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unhinged the tables are turned
instead of being hurt
i'm the one hurting someone else
and i find myself mostly indifferent to that fact
because i didn't ask for any of it
and now i don't know what to do with it
since it has fallen into my lap
i used to know what to do
but it always failed
dissolved into indifference
my heart has turned
dissolved into indifference
because i couldn't keep myself alive
when i cared about you
i've finally found the value in living
but can't let my heart outstretch
numb
truly
independent of external methods
my heart has turned
dissolved into indifference
now
i am alone
because i would rather be this way
than live in shadow
silently screaming at your turned back
040317
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from