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silentbob Diane: I'm sorry, i just can't have a social life right now.

Lloyd: Don't worry about it, we're just having coffee...we'll be antisocial!
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nom i guess i have problems 060121
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nom i_guess_i_have_problems 060121
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nom i googled social anxiety 060122
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nom i'm not always nervous 060123
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nom i just feel ugly and ashamed of myself 060123
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nom not that that's all that's the matter 060123
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nom i've always been shy. mimi was shy. 060207
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cocoon My flatmate is being social and has put me in a bad mood.

I dont even know how to explain it.

It could be the fact that I know the kitchen is (probably) going to be a mess when I venture out.

But I guess its just that thing of feeling like you're trapped. She has people over. I have to make sure I look presentable if I walk out to get something. I might have to smile and say hi and make small talk and I really dont fucking want to.

I had plans to go out tonight, but her and her friends were also going to be there probably, and dammit, I really dont like any of these people. I dont want to have to sit and talk to them ever. Ugh.

I dont want to see anyone. Leave me alone.
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