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bijou i got in my first wreck two days after getting my drivers license. i begged my parents for an hour to please, please let me drive the car i promise i will be safe. it was a rental car. i took out a big wooden sign on the way down too. 010626
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spoons The suckiest year of my life so far... 010713
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splinken i didn't kiss many people when i was sixteen.

i made up for it later.
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birdmad the year i learned about sex drugs and rock and roll
(but not necessarily in that order)
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nocturnal she's sixteen, she won't leave me alone.
she's sixteen, she knows that I'm way too old.
-Homegrown (rocks)
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silentbob You're 16 and blonde and messed up in the brain
i am sick of stupid girls
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kinkazoid im 16 and it sucks i want to be 17, its just so much older... 010819
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unhinged my brother...sixteen

sheesh
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psychobabe i will be in a month :) 011121
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psychobabe hehe i turned 16 yesterday :) it was a grand day and on tuesday i take my lisence test for my car *cringes* hope i pass 020106
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pralines&cream I'm 16 today (020106). I'll be 17 tomorrow (020107). Yayers!!!! If you're an insomniac, and if you give a damn, see: ties_meant_to_be_cut_off on blue. 020106
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psychobabe woot, way to be 020107
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jinx Not too much longer... 020328
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distorted tendencies Been sixteen for a little while. I feel like I'm in my eighties and dying, but then again I've felt this way since I was nine. 020328
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dionysos Half my life ago...am I really that old?

I wonder sometimes what decisions I made when I was 16 affect who I am today. It's a slippery slope.

Things were simpler, I seemed to live with a keen sense of black and white. Things tend to turn gray... Not my hair (not yet THAT old), but the shades of meaning between truth & falsehood.

I wouldn't live my 16th year again if you paid me...
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lulie Clint Eastwood had a movie out when I was sixteen. 020329
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psychobabe (pissed as fuck) god fucking damnit! when will this fucking age just get over!!!!!!!
ALL THATS SEEMED TO HAPPEN WHILE I'VE BEEN 16 IS GETTING ME IN TROUBLE AND IM THROUGH WITH IT!!!!!!!
FUCK THIS AGE, FUCK 17, I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING 18!!!!!!
FUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!
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daxle it's hard to remember being 16, when I may not have been sober for more than a day at a time 020722
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anomalous i got sixteen roses
for my sixteenth birthday
i set them in a vase
in the window beside my desk
and i watched the days
wilt them until they were dry

and then i painted them
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raze andrew fancied himself a filmmaker. he wanted to make a music video for rem's "strange currencies", though the song already had one of those. he played it for me over the phone. he played me something he'd written himself too. just three chords and what he thought was the truth. he said he'd hurt his voice. he didn't say how. he wanted me to be his leading man. i played along because it got me out of class a few times. he didn't have a script or a storyboard. he told me to walk around outside in the murk of a still-dark morning. snow making a home in my hair. i didn't know what to do with my hands. a friend who was pretending to study out in the hall became a bit player, heckling me after andrew decided to make me an outcast. the whole thing fizzled out before it could grow any legs. i never even got to see the raw footage. i doubt it still exists. 240106
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