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raze i think this is my default position in life. whether spring-loaded and ready to pounce, or lethargic and uninterested, if given the choice, i'll take a seated position any day of the week. it's easier to play possum that way. 130128
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unhinged for years all i could do is fidget. my feet bouncing, nervously picking off my fingernails and any resultant hangnails.


now if i can focus, the nervous waves on top are stilled.

breathe_in
breathe_out
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feminineeffects i like sitting in bed, slouching in chairs, lying on couches, leaning against counters, slumping into car seats. standing reminds me of waiting for the bus, which is like limbo to me. it makes me feel restless and like i'm wasting time. i always have to be somewhere else if i'm standing. i like the comfort of idleness. 130129
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