shell
gja How often only considered from the outside?
This shelter.
No. This tunnelled womb is it.
My own mass stands centurion.
In here all sound is muffled; there is no available chamber for echo.
I fill the space.
It is only when tapped directly that the outside exerts itself.
And that is not often. And it is generally brusque, and without aim, an unadventurous explorer.
I can whisper loudly, hear? There is no air to vibrate. My thoughts resonate through my own flesh. With the terror and the comfort of being alone.
How smoothly I have worn my cocoons cuckold.
There is no intestacy I have not known.
There is no jag left to injure.
The patterns alone are mine.
I will describe them only at the time of my choosing.
And only by way of the imprint on my skin.
And only if I leave.
With the faithful reflection of you my shell.
It has occurred to me that I may remove my spine; and all else that may stand for my stead. And that I will use you, represent you, be yours alone, the life that you have not.
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