self_pity tilt see is this just me letting myself go, or are there real feelings here? I think that was what made my depression so bad, that I couldn't recognise when I was slipping down. In fact I did recognise, and I enjoyed it in a twisted way. so am I just doing the same? Do I really feel like this or am I just pushing the feelings to see how far they go? makes we want to bury my head and curl_up_in_blather 090717 ... tilt feel much better today 090718 what's it to you? who go blather from