pride
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fallen some have called it the sin from which all others arise.....vanity 010128
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j_blue my demon 010129
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misstree a virtue, too 010129
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Marcellus Wallace you might feel a slight sting, that's just pride, fuckin' with you. 010418
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dB The second strongest emotion, next to hate. 010418
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johnny west In the name of love? 010419
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denzel washington In the name of meeee! 010419
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unhinged pride is not a sin when it creates something beautiful

if we all had a little pride in this it would make such an immeasurable difference. your lack of concern sounds in every note. don't you realize how beautiful this could be. when he asks you if you love it and you say yes it is a lie. if you loved it, i would be able to hear it. it sounds so flat, so uninspired. and i try so hard everyday. you shouldn't be in a music school because you feel it's the only thing you can do. i take pride in what i am and the things that i am a part of. if we all did, the results would be amazing.
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minus you should have seen the peacocks at the Parade here in Chicago...


I'm str8 as an arrow, but I like their comapny sometimes.
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j_blue hm

besides all that, i wonder about the virtues of being what you are, vs. being what you want to be, ideologically at least

in practice i try not to think about how i feel about what i'm doing, analysis tends to ruin an experience

i find it gives friends the impression of realness, whatever that means

pride i think is a product of metasomething...
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fallen beaten...battered....and bruised


yet still coming up swingin!
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celestial i need you to hold me
but im too proud to tell you that.
too proud to tell you i fucked up
that im sorry.
that im sorry for how i am and how i feel.
too proud to ask you to talk to me,
to hold me,
to love me.
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splinken my favorite of the seven deadlies. definitely. 030305
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amy in red goeth before a falleth

( typical Leo with half a brain and worn out ego knows it. fact. This self effacement is part of the charm of our particular brand of Nothing Lasts Forever. echo. echo.)
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