peyton
peyton I don't know who you are
But you seem very nice
So will you talk to me
Shall I tell you a story
Shall I tell you a dream
They think I'm crazy
But they don't know that I like it here
It's nice in here, I get.. everything for free..

Have you been here before
Shall I show you around
It's very pretty
Have you come here to stay
Well, you sure picked a day
My name is Billy
It's my birthday, you're invited to my party down the hall

Where I go, what I'll become or who I am or what I'll be
I'll never know, but I am sure that I'll get everything for free

I'm not TROUBLED or SAD
I'm just ready for bed
It's been a long day
Before they switch off the lights
It truly was a delight..
They think I'm crazy
But they don't know that I like it here
It's nice in here

Where I go, what I'll become or who I am or what I'll be
I'll never know, but I am sure that I'll get everything for free

Where I go, what I'll become or who I am or what I'll be
I'll never know, but I am sure that I'll get everything for free
Everything for free

I don't know who you are
But you seem very nice
So will you talk to me
Have you been here before
Well, you sure picked a day
They think I'm crazy

- K's Choice
"Everything For Free"
020506
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Rhin H.B.!!! :) 020506
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blue star I profaned your_day... I'm sorry.

I was just so excited... because I found Belgarath the Sorcerer at a book fair at school and thought that the cover looked interesting... little did I know... I thought I was the only one. I know that's arrogant, cuz he's supposed to be this best-selling author...

I'm just happy that someone else has had the experience. They're beautiful stories.
020515
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blown cherry I'm hazarding a guess that the order of your recent blathes was not mere coincidence.

My instinct wants me to hold you here,
but my head can't think of any GOOD reasons for anyone to want to stay.

My intinct is stronger.
Are you still here?
020618
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peyton Tina's losing faith in what she knows
Hates her music hates all of her clothes
Thinks of surgery and a new nose
Every calorie is a war

And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she’d never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful
020905
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peyton I remember all the feelings

and the day they stopped
020905
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peyton dreams are still made winding

through her hair
030508
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peyton I am aware now of how things are gonna be fine
One day..
Too late..
I'm in hell.

I feel a dream in me expire
And there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
Cause I can't seem to get this through

You say it's over..
I can sigh.. again..
Why try to stay sober
When I'm dying here.

I am aware now
Of how everything'g going to be fine
One day too late
I'm in hell

seether
fine again
030508
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mcdougall I am happy that you are back,
and alive.
030509
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x please stay out of my life. 030626
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peyton i don't know how you are

but

alright
030626
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x yes you do, and thank you. 030627
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peyton no I don't

for any guess I could suppose is immediately muted by the fact that those who do know, tend to hide not behind aliases to say what they want to say

so again I say

I don't
030627
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not the above x this is odd. for the record, this is my first post here.
-daxle
030914
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The Man in the Rockin Bunny Suit not an addict- K's choice 030915
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peyton how is it that in my subconscious I know to visit after being away for months.. and when I do someone has written

I hope the x wasn't you, Connie

I really hope
030915
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rhin
i was thinking of you during a virtual, so i decided to see if you have written lately, and...

if i were not laughing at your 'strike', then i would be angry with you right now. you really know how to get to me Peyton. congratulations. ...and nowhere in the world is Connie derived from Constance, so STOP THAT! i hate that. you know this. oh, and the 'x' is not i. however, i may lay claim to it now. ;) anyway, wow! how are you?! also, thanks for returning my previous calls. now i know where i rate...somewhere between an amoeba and the pond scum the amoeba feeds off of. i miss you as always. i pray that you are well. :) love always.
031031
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peyton I'm not sure what this means

but I am sure I have gotten no previous phone calls
031203
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peyton layla.. you've got me on my knees

Layla

I'm beggin darling please layla

Darling won't you ease my worried mind
031204
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peyton Running through my head
through my head
all the things she said
running through my head
040405
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peyton I can never quite time it, but someday I'll hit exactly another year mark. 050329
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on the list
extraordinarily cursed in love.

searching for something he cannot find.

will learn to let life walk gently into his outstretched hand.

drinks his milk from a bottle instead of a goblet.

passionate soul.

articulate, but sometimes to an evil extreme.

memory like Jonesy's.

his honey turns to venom at will.

hijacks the raining needles of the world.

abducted by his own ghosts.

leaving a trail of destruction.

wears his pain on a patch.

falling, falling hard.

understood to a point.

remembered by default.

loved regardless.
050904
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peyton my hearts a tart
your body's rent
my passion's broken
yours is spent
050905
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peyton touched_tasted_kissed_burned_tonight_black_not_tonight 051215
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peyton i am intrinsically no good
i have a heart that’s made of wood
i am only biding time
only reciting memorized lines
and I’m
not fit to touch
the hem of your garment

No no
I’m not fit to touch
the hem of your garment

i have no love but only goals
how very empty is my soul
it is a soul that feels no thrill
it is a soul that could easily kill
and I’m not fit to touch
the hem of your garment

No, no
I’m not fit to touch
the hem of your garment

i am intrinsically no good
i have a heart that’s made of wood
and i am only biding time
only reciting memorized lines
and I’m
not fit to touch
the hem of your garment

No, no I’m not fit to touch the hem of your garment

The hem of your garment
060228
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The Archivist new years:

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http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v132/Fierestrike/peytonnalisha.jpg
060605
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peyton When there is nothing left to burn
You have to set yourself on fire

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said "Yes I think we've met before.."
In that instant it started to pour

Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of that time you thought I was sad..
I was trying to remember your name.

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
You tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
And now you're outside me you see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you'll lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard, I'll send you the news
From the house down the road, from real love

Live through this and you won't look back
Live through this and you won't look back
Live through this and you won't look back

There's one thing I have to say so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

stars
your ex-lover is dead
060607
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