impossible
minus when in your presence, nothing is... 010307
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brown cardigan boy 'the impossible is possible tonight, tonight'--smashing pumpkins 010307
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distorted tendencies Everything is and isn't. I don't know anymore. I just live. 050811
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bauxxx And living is what I still do. Even though sometimes I just want to be hit_by_a_car. 071210
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unhinged someone other than
the one that patches them up
so they can be with someone else


and then i feel selfish
and then i hate myself
and then i practice indifference
at always being the loving nuturing sister type
that ends up with
empty hands always grasping


he had what could have been a hickey
on his neck
today
and that made me sad
because i wasn't the one that put it there
071210
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unhinged (also sad because
i don't think
he wants me to be the one
that put it there)
071210
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auburn really means 'not worth the effort'. 090504
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unhinged seemingly
to find the energy to turn my life around
090505
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nr i want to go against all of my body's natural attachment instincts when it comes to you 230114
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from