immature somebody he can't go to school because their all so immature there. no one understands him. he's way beyond all of their wisdom. yet he's not smart enough to catch onto me. put me out of misery. 031024 ... anomalous i get too many silly notions in my heart and head 050516 ... skyburst777 i'm not going to think anymore 050602 ... Lemon_Soda Leaning to far towards selfish or selfless. Find a balance. 050603 ... nom oh_you_stupid_stupid_girl 070322 ... flux for the_russian, the allusion to the flower and the fruit must have really hit home.. 070323 ... tender_square "he...sounds immature to me." a friend offered the statement as observation, not judgment. and for once, i was inclined to agree instead of defend him. i saw the totality of our relationship, and the ways in which i deferred to his intelligence, believing that i was deficient in that department because of i have difficulty dealing in the abstract, preferring the solidity of what's concrete. how i believed that because he'd been in therapy for most of his adult life and because he was self-reflective by nature this meant that he was as emotionally intelligent as he was bright. and i wondered if the trouble between us began when i sought to level the playing field by furthering my education, that a power imbalance shifted between us, that we were on more equal footing than he would've preferred, because knowledge and reasoning were his weapons. i keep conceding the ways in which his past observations were keen, as a way of saying that i was sorry for not seeing it then the way it's become clearer now. but that shift in perspective only runs in one direction, from me to him, without reciprocity. 230108 what's it to you? who go blather from