helping
unhinged i thought i was, really
i thought loving you was enough
i thought silently being whatever you asked for was enough


turned out
i was just another link
in the enabling chain
that held you there
that my leaving pushed you back in the hole
that only your own child
could pull you out of



the best intentions not good enough
the right intentions not yet discovered
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from