halloween
silentbob this year i want to go as robert smith 011003
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birdmad hmm


if i staple two ends of a broken rubberband to my temples and stretch the band round the back of my head i can use the excuse that it's really just a mask

yeah
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silentbob afi 011031
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nocturnal is gonna suck...AGAIN!
I'll get to see all my roommates going out to kick ass parties, coming home all drunk and stoned and all that. and here I'll sit all night long, studying FUCKING sociology for my exam tomorrow. last year it was psychology. what is WITH these people?! why do they hate me so?
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guitar_freak nocturnal-
they hate you because you have what they long for what you are and what you will have. Don't peak your life in school. You will have a way more fulfilled life in the long run
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Astronomical woohoo
under the full moon too
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nocturnal I sure hope you're right. 011031
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spoons hey you yes you remember pirate clothes, scuba gear, waterwings and sock puppet parrots. 011121
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psychobabe haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahaha
*sits back in chair and laughs her ass off while falling to a crashing hault, gets up and says...*

"man that so did not go through with what we planned"
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guitar_freak nocturnal~ of course i am :) 011128
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nocturnal how stupid of me to even consider thinking otherwise. so sorry. however, if you are, by some fluke, wrong and my life only goes down hill after college, I will make it my life goal to hunt you down and make you pay for it by any means I see fit. :) 011128
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psychobabe EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
I love halloween!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
woooo hoooo
Carpe Noctum

m/0.om/
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Mandy "don't peak your life in school." that is -good- advice. thanks. 031030
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Mandy ...of course, I'm a loser. :-\ 031030
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lotuseater halloween rave! woo hoo 031030
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distorted tendencies Denver street party, Are you going to Denver, Alex? 031030
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lotuseater bishop's castle 031030
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belly fire I prayed that Boy was somewhere dressed in black leather,
I hoped that maybe he thought of me watching Rocky Horror.
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shilohlives I've still never celebrated halloween... 041103
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl i did, in style.

it being my new year......
i sat, alone in my room.
single flickering candle
single_serving incense stick
single glass of wine

the moment passed, silently,
quite unremarkable

i cleared away, feeling vaguely unsatisfied and cheated

nobody to share my new year with

'dont even start that'
hmm..... from that response, dont think even my mother tolerates me.

happy new year everyone.
here's to another 365 days of pain and suffering.
mmmm
poison never tasted so good.
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raze it's on its way.

i haven't dressed up as anything or gone out for halloween in years. i don't know what i'd be now. a hippie vampire? a disgruntled civil servant? a bowl of rice?

if i could figure out an actor i resemble, i could just tell people i'm their stunt double. that might be fun.
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raze i know what to do now. just in time, too. i will trim the beard i've been allowing to grow wild all year long, and for halloween i'll be a more visible version of myself. if that don't scare the kiddies away, nothing will. 131028
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e_o_i I think I'll be tutoring someone in a different time zone while other people in the house are either giving out candy or hiding.

My brother is going to insist it's Samhain (pronounced Sa-win) and probably try to read me a story from his Celtic Myths book. But I will be going to a restaurant.

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On a different note, I've always thought ghosts were overrated. Yes, yes, I know I'm a boring person, but even boring e_o_i can think of many things scarier than dead souls who manifest as translucent blobs. I mean, they shouldn't be able to pick up a chainsaw if they have no body mass.

Also, I understand the mystique of evil spirits, but ghosts are supposed to be dead human beings. So, if I'm not scared of 99% of the people I know, what are the chances I'd be afraid of the average ghost? I mean, think about it.
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raze we don't ever get any trick-or-treaters around here. that kind of frees you up to do whatever you want on halloween.

i was going to watch some scary movies. instead, i remembered this black cassette tape with an orange label that served as the soundtrack for giving out candy at my house every year when i was growing up, found it online without knowing what it was called, and listened to it for the first time in half my life.

even if it's just a bunch of bootleg recordings from the 1960s and '70s cobbled together, those lo-fi organ sounds, screams, moans, and feral cat howls (probably people pretending to be cats) still have the power to get under my skin all this time later.

then i listened to my own attempt at making a halloween sound effects tape when i was fourteen, and laughed, remembering the bewildered look on my mother's face when i played it for her (she was the one who asked me to record it in the first place).
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