glistening birdmad don't know why today feeling like something dark and shimmering even in the half-light like liquid like ink like brackish water like oil like blood seeping and shifting in me aggrieved, aggrandizing, aggravating aggressive? desiring detestable, disposable despairing? who am i today? questions questions questions. hmm. all this, and no good answers. 040108 ... raze i am a thin film spread across the impatient face of desire butter on the bread of it secrets in the still of it and i shine and i shine and i shine 131004 what's it to you? who go blather from