fever birdmad burning from the inside ache virus 010129 ... twiggie emotional 010302 ... distorted tendencies Hot sweating convulsing underneath thick covers of extra warmth.. for your touch. 020322 ... pilgrim ...For the Girl. 020323 ... blown cherry "never know how much I love you never know how much I care..." Peggy Lee does it good 020324 ... belly fire As if in a fever, I spent the entire day cleaning closets, corners and crevices around the house. I came across old school registration forms, decks of cards, forgotten prescription glasses and yet more photos I don't remember ever having developed. (I thought of mailing the negatives to old friends, but then remembered I had no idea where they now lived.) All my junk hiding places purged, I felt at ease again. (Is this nesting?) All night, my lover tossed and turned...truly in the throws of a fever. It must be catching. 090309 ... cr0wl definitely nesting. my wife kathy did that with each one of our three daughters. it is a fever in the sense that you are creating a new life together. the birth of your first child is a monumental, earth-shaking, heart-spinning event in your lives as a couple. it will instantly unite you in a way you have never known before. you will cry and laugh at the same time. you will become one. 090309 ... unhinged i only taught four of twelve students yesterday. the sickness is going around. bad this year. 090309 ... nr i got a fever and my eyes are glass and my feet are cloths and my self isn't here 141217 what's it to you? who go blather from