dwelling Sonya I just want to stop hurting. I just want to feel safe in my own skin. I just want to be happy again. Please just stop hurting me. I feel like you were just wasting my time all along. You were. You were just using me for company in lieu of her. How could you??? I want to stop crying myself to sleep. I want to let him in. I want you out of my heart for good. I want your words to stop touching me. She's not there because you left her. You L E F T her... Sometimes I hate you. I hate you for making me waste my love. the anguished feline 050929 what's it to you? who go blather from