dashboard_confessional bijou sneakers or flip flops i'm starting to panic 020713 ... bijou so this is odd painful realization that all has gone wrong and nobody cares at all so you buried all your lovers clothes and burned the letters lover wrote but it doesn't make it any better does it make it any better? and the plaster's dented from your fist in the hall where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade so this is strange a sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all and the picture frames are facing down and the ringing from this empty sound is deafening, and keeping you from sleep and breathing is a foreign task and thinking's just too much to ask and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eight's this is incredible, starving, insatiable yes this is love for the first time you like to think that you were invincible yeah well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time this is the last time. 020713 ... bijou she fixes her lips, they always look perfect never a smudged line never too much i try on my blue shirt she told me she liked it she wonders where i went she knows just what she'll wear she always wears blue some sneakers or flip flops i'm starting to panic remember what she said remember to breathe and everything will be okay okay. 020713 ... silentbob im starting to fashion an idea in my head where i would impress you with every word i said would come insightful smooth or brave or charming and you'd wanna call me and i'd be there anytime you need me for you to want me for you to need me for you to notice me 020716 ... jinx you meant it 020716 ... angie i like this band a lot i burned their cd today 020718 ... silentbob its such a strange time for mainstream music 020719 ... bijou not really, bobby. i think we've just finally gotten to that age when we know about everything cool before it gets to the radio and mtv. or at least in our respective genres. the world needs good music and we think we know whats good. sometimes we're right. 020803 ... silentbob i fucking love you 020803 ... again i go unnoticed you're not alone you're not discreet 020803 ... nocturnal rocked on thursday, except that it was in houston. that place ruins everything, but it was not entirely successful with these guys and weezer. oh no, they managed to beat the texas gloom. 020805 ... neverender my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me, so won't you kill me, so i'd die happy. my heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelry, which ever you prefer... 020806 ... neverender I'm dying to know... Do you, do you like dreaming of things so impossible? 020806 ... MollyCule and you wrote the words i love you, and sprayed it with perfume. it's better than the fire is to heat this lonely room. 020807 ... IKC 56-80 not sure i like them yet. not bad, tho. 020807 ... josie Yes it's true. We did dirty things to that dashboard, but hey, it was fucking great. Better than most really. I'm proud to say it beause he was sleeping with her too at the time..fucking us both when neither of us expected the other. I'll always hate him for that. 020825 what's it to you? who go blather from