college
mcdougall
The
land
of
new
opportunities,
where
all
which
go
will
be
educated
at
a
higher
level
...
I
find
myself
only
with
more
freedom
,
just
as
many
opportunities
as
before
and
the
same
type
of
education
as
high
school
.
Of
course
I
am
only
a
freshman.
I
have
so
much
free
time
though
.
That
is
what
I
love
,
the
free
time
...
030212
...
Mandy
can't
wait
030218
...
guitar_Freak
this
place
that
place
he
is
here
i
want
to
go
there
but
i
love
him
and
can't
imagine
being
without
him
and
that
sounds
pathetic
but
the
schools
are
both
great
and
i
can't
decide
and
it
causes
so
much
pain
to
think
of
being
half
a
country
away
from
him
but
this
is
the
time
of
oppurtunity
to
acually
live
my
dream
of
living
on
the
west coast
and
now
i
can
but
i
can't
decide
and
it
really
sucks
and
it
sounds
so
lame
all
over
a
boy
just
a
boy
but
a
damn
wonderful
perfect
boy
for
me
i
feel
that
if
i
move
i
will
lose
him
and
the
two
wonderful
years
i
have
spent
with
him
but
it
should
last
if
it
is
meant
to
but
that
isn't
what
i
am
so
afraid
of
it
is
the
thought
of
not
being
able
to
sleep
next
to
such
a
wonderful
man
and
not
being
able
to
look
him
in
the
eyes
and
not
being
held
and
not
laughing
over
senseless
things
that
we
do
together
i
know
i
am
pathetic
but
is
the
ultimate
sacrifice
giving
up
a
dream
for
a
person
you
love
and
not
having
it
really
matter
?
030220
...
bandersnatch
i
need
to
hurry
the
hell
up
and
apply
because
i
know
that
if
i
wait
until
spring
semester
i
will
end
up
just
not
going
.
and
because
school
is
the
only
thing
im
good
at
,
i
need
to
go
to
college
to
do
anything
030221
...
guitar_freak
So
I
didn't
go
to
the
west coast.
I'm
here
.
I
get
to
see
my
guy
next
weekend
or
this
weekend
or
whatever
one
is
labor
day
and
im
happy
about
that
.
I
already
feel
so
isolated
here
and
I
can't
imagine
that
it
would
have
been
any
better
over
there
.
AT
least
my
roommate
rocks
.
030826
...
Bespeckled
I'm
crossing
the
country
to
arrive
at
Northeastern
on
Sept.
5
. Classes
begin
Sept.
10
.
I
can't
wait
.
030826
...
Heffable Horralump
"
Well
,
I'll
go
to
college
and
I'll
learn
some
big
words
.
And
I'll
speak
real
loud
(
goddamn
right
I'll
be
heard
).
And
you'll
remember
that
guy
who
said
all
those
big
words
(
he
must've
learned
in
college).
-Modest
Mouse
031215
...
spoons
makes
me
sad
...
I
don't
like
to
be
alone
.
I
miss
having
friends
.
it's
not
what
I
thought
it
would
be
...
040317
...
eatpaper
im
so
nervous
.
what
will
i
do
?
040317
...
distorted tendencies
I'm
so
tired
and
shaky
and
nervous
and
stressed
and
I
DON'T
KNOW
HOW
TO
RELAX
ANYMORE
.
050811
...
APRicochetMVP
i
can't
wait
to
get
back
.
a
lot
of
times
,
i
wish
it
would
never
end
.
050811
...
Sonya
Stress
and
nervousness
and
all
the
little
details
that
make
my
brain
tick
make
me
excited
and
giddy
about
college.
The
thought
of
being
surrounded
by
other
people
who
are
seeking
a
better
life
for
themselves
and
educational enrichment
is
so
rewarding.
The
thought
of
being
surrounded
by
some
of
the
brightest
and
most
brilliant...
the
thought
of
running
smack dab
into
someone
special
makes
me
sigh
.
It's
not
going
to
be
around
forever
.
Enjoy
the
ride
while
it
lasts.
050811
...
michele
Fifteen
weeks
is
just
too
short
when
this
is
all
one
has
to
live
for
.
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