arousal birdmad i thought of you again today all those little moments, the ones when it seemed as if anything could happen raining small soft kisses on your shoulders and neck like the first tentative drops of a summer storm my fingertips over your soft hands and body, the look of willing surrender on your face just before the moment is broken by your sudden and unexplained refusal left here with the echo of what i still feel for you this ache that radiates from the center of my chest down through these same fingertips that touched you would it syrprise you to know this? 010717 ... bijou johnny cash. 010822 ... fallen finger tips move across the skin..... intake of breath .....charged air.... succumbing to the beast.... ...mmmm let's do that again 010822 ... silentbob knife poised next to thigh running the tip of the blade softly, slowly up 010822 ... distorted tendencies The feel of your soft tongue across my cold skin. Your soft hands slowly exploring every inch of my skin.. Please don't ever stop. 011007 ... silentbob contact 011008 what's it to you? who go blather from