ani
silentbob i was doing laundry yesterday and i was blaring dilate loud and proud amongst the spinning belching machines. The people that live in the building were walkign through and i was afraid they were looking at me because they thought it strange i'd be listening to a feminist folk star. But david said, "isn't that ANI?"
then we talked about drugs and god. 		020408
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lulie Had I known, I would have asked you to do my laundry, too. 020408
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Padame You're not all powerful Ani 020408
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Ani Well I should be! 020514
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Chancellor Palpatine I see you becoming the greatest of all Jedi, young Skywalker 020514
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Ani Obi Wan is holding me back! 020514
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Obi Wan Anakin, you are to do nothing without first consulting me or the Council 020514
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salacious crumb (Star Wars Trivia: Legendary japanese actor Toshiro Mifune was originally intended to play Obi Wan Kenobi in the first Star Wars Film [episode IV], but turned down the role) 020514
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silentbob oh my fucking god.
i'm going to reclaim this page in honor of ani_difranco



school night
she went over to his apartment
clutching her decision
and he said, did you come here to tell me goodbye?
so she built a skyscraper of procrastination
and then she leaned out the twenty-fifth floor window
of her reply
and she felt like an actress
just reading her lines
when she finally said
yes. it's really goodbye this time
and far below was the blacktop
and the tiny toy cars
and it all fell so fast
and it all fell so far

and she said:
you are a miracle but that is not all
you are also a stiff drink and i am on call
you are a party and i am a school night
and i'm lookin' for my door key
but you are my porch light

and you'll never know, dear
just how much i loved you
you'll probably think this was
just my big excuse
but i stand committed
to a love that came before you
and the fact that i adore you
is but one of my truths

what of the mother
whose house is in flames
and both of her children
are in their beds crying
and she loves them both
with the whole of her heart
but she knows she can only
carry one at a time?
she's choking on the smoke
of unthinkable choices
she is haunted by the voices
of so many desires
she's bent over from the business
of begging forgiveness
while frantically running around
putting out fires

but then what kind of scale
compares the weight of two beauties
the gravity of duties
or the ground speed of joy?
tell me what kind of gauge
can quantify elation?
what kind of equation
could i possibly employ?
and you'll never know, dear
just how much i loved you
you probably think this was
just my big excuse
but i stand committed
to a love that came before you
and the fact that i adore you
is just one of my truths

so i
i'm goin' home
to please the one i so love pleasing
and i don't expect
he'll have much sympathy for my grieving
but i guess that this is the price
that we pay for the privilege
of living for even a day
in a world with so many things
worth believing
in 		020514
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and I dont mean donal batman 020520
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i dont mean donal either does it surprise you that that is exactly what I thought?
only occured to me tonight though, didn't think about it enough the first two times. 		020520
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mademoiselle the english translation
is I am in love with you 		041211
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mademoiselle & it is no fun 050604
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raze "you give me that look
that's like laughing
with liquid in your mouth
like you're choosing between choking
and spitting it all out
like you're trying to fight gravity
on a planet that insists
that love is like falling
and falling is like this" 		220930
what's it to you?
who go 		blather
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