almost silentbob nearly, not quite, close, just about 040209 ... silentbob it wasn't all eyes, but it was close 040210 ... misstree maybe 040210 ... mon uow i almost think i could see a doctor now 050403 ... fresh At the time I don't think I realized how close everything was to blowing up. If just one of those many secrets had gotten out, where would I be now? I almost fucked up big time back then without realizing how serious things were. Some of the most important things in our lives aren't things that happen, but things that don't, often only clear on reflection. So whatever reasons there are for everything working out I am thankful now even if I wasn't at the time. 120223 what's it to you? who go blather from