abuse distorted tendencies They say I cannot feel this. I am too sociopathic. But oh God I always find it. I find it in everyone and everything. Oh God it feels so good. I can't take this anymore, I'm failing. They look down on me, raping what they see.. Nothing excites me much anymore. doll 021015 ... nonexistant girl sexual abuse: http://www.calss.utoronto.ca/pamphlets/child_sexual_abuse.htm#A3: http://www.aaets.org/arts/art31.htm http://www.nncc.org/Abuse/sex.abuse.html http://www.umkc.edu/sites/hsw/sexabuse/sexabuse.html http://www.sasian.org/guide/aguide_en.htm http://www.clinicalsocialwork.com/systems.html 041110 ... mon uow 1 in 3 girls 1 in 6 boys 050321 ... mon uow or 1 in 3or4 girls & 1 in 5or6or7or8 boys depending on who is talking 050321 ... mon uow and i'm talking about sexual abuse/assault 050321 ... . http://talentdevelop.com/cogacc.html - Cognitive Accommodations to Childhood Sexual Abuse by Douglas Eby "Nothing exaggerates the torture of childhood. People say children are happy. They forget the terrible revelations...the sudden shadows on the ceilings." (Virginia Woolf, incest survivor) 050413 ... . http://talentdevelop.com/abuse.html - abuse & creative expression : page 1 050413 ... nr i realized today that some of your patterns are similar to those of abusers. 211007 ... Bizzar it took me 13 years to finally call it that. to speak the word out loud. and as i did i looked for you. as though you were hiding around the corner, waiting to tear me down. 220321 what's it to you? who go blather from