ro_rambling_roost
Dora
BOO
!
040904
...
ro will ramble on
eep
!
hehe
i
was
a'feared
someone
might
make
this
page
!
now
i
feel
all
obligated
to
ramble
and
roost
and
whatnot
...
hrm
i'm
still
wearing
the
same
clothes
from
yesterday
after
another
day
of
work
.
i'm
still
hungover
from
last
night
methinks
.
i
had
better
amble
on
home
lest
this
post
become
more
laborious.
040904
...
REAListic optimIST
what
a
strange
point_in_time
this
particular
moment
is
.
I
sit
here
at
my
mom's
house
,
likely
for
the
last
time
.
Since
she
was
just
diagnosed
with
lung
cancer
,
who
knows
how
many
more
times
I
will
see
her
in
any
setting
?
I'm
reconnecting
with
my
roots
and
with
people
from
old
lives
long
forgotten
.
I'm
now
a
man
on
his
own
path
,
but
so
many
things
are
falling
apart
in
my
family
while
my
life
opens
up
to
success
.
How
do
I
get
my
mom
to
see
how
much
it
crushes
me
that
she
continues
to
smoke
cigarettes
to
die
in
the
same
way
her
mom
and
sister
did
?
How
do
I
get
her
to
see
that
she
needs
to
get
a
payee
if
she
is
ever
going
to
get
away
from
the
debt
that
plagues
her
?
How
can
I
get
her
to
understand
that
she
can
have
the
things
she
wants
if
she
can
just
let
go
of
the
control
she
thinks
she
has
and
just
give
over
to
her
future
,
when
she
can't
believe
she
has
one
due
to
her
diagnoses?
I
think
my
grandmother
was
correct
when
she
said
that
I
can't
get
my
mom
to
do
these
things
,
that
I
can't
get
my
sister
to
let
her
mother
back
into
her
life
and
into
her
daughter's
life
,
and
that
all
I
can
do
is
be
there
and
be
reliable
and
solid
because
people
are
going
to
do
what
they
do
,
and
there
are
some
things
in
the
world
that
I
just
can't
fix
.
I
told
her
I
understood
,
but
that
I
had
to
try
.
071123
...
i would
i'd
give
you
my
heart
if
i
could
071123
...
REAListic optimIST
although
the
sentiment
is
appreciated,
i'd
never
be
able
to
accept
someone
else's
heart
if
i
didn't
have
one
to
give
in
return
.
071222
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from