rightnow
Utah mind racing, hands shaking
cant seem to keep this smoke out of my lungs and i am
meditating?
contemplating.
thinking about what might have should have will be?
never will?
oh, never will.... and i
press my fingers down
to make this music, loving sound and i
wish that you could hear
wish that i could see your face
wish that i could be someplace
anywhere
anywhere, but anywhere from here.

my heart is beating
i keep repeating hte same things
over and over and over and over
again
lets not pretend we are anything
but strange?

strangers, stranger in a strange land, a strange town with snow on the ground, the air is cold and i am not wearing my coat. i am outside, i am freezing
i try and fail i keep releasing
energy in the form of words and sounds i speak and scream along this
frozen ground
and i have been out in the cold
speaking languages that
no
one
knows
and
all im thinking
is how your lips fit so nicely next to mine.

.... out of time.
041228
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from