responsibilities_are_killing_me
shiva and i don't see why i even need them 010323
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kx21 Can anything kill me if I_am_Nothing? 010323
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Aimee I am up to my knees in it. God I hate this... fill out this, pay that, pick your college/sell your soul, practice practice practice, breathe deeply 3 times before coughing... let the dog out... someone just shoot me... 010323
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florescent light Yes.
Nothing is nothing.
If you claim to be nothing,
then you are something.
One can't 'be' nothing.
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bret it seems that responsibilities
have found their way to aimee's knees...
filling forms, selecting schools,
remembering respiratory rules,
playing doorman for little rover,
practicing (something!) three times over...

but before you call the firing squad,
there's one thing I find slightly odd.
with so much to do, so little time,
why are you squandering it here online?

;)
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kx21 Learn how to kill the responsibilities from God... 010324
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kx21 g33) GOD's Authority & Responsibility 010324
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kx21 Learn how to nullify the responsibilities from karama... 010325
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kx21 Karma... instead


Learn how to put

Nothing in Everything..
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mikey it only gets worse and gets deeper and more harsh as you grow up aimee so find a way to adjust now lol 010325
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kx21 Learn how to say NO...instead of YES 010325
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kx21 Learn how to look Young...instead of Old

Learn how to appreciate the beauty of half-full instead of half-empty

Learn how to throw away baggages instead of taking more & more BAGGAGES...
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dog tired If dogs are so smart, they should let themselves out. And take that trash out with you. 010414
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ClairE Yes.

And no one sees that they are responsibilities, to me.
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SuicidalAngel responsibillities are killing me too. I have to work less so I can get medical cuz I make too much money (says the state) yet I dont work enough hours (says work), so I get screwed in the ass on that. I'm about $2,000 in debt with my grandma and it's growing. Where am I going to be in a year from now?! Still sitting here in this hell, or off to some strange unknown? What do I need to do to get there? How am I going to get there? If I dont go, how am I goin to survive staying here? Do I take more or less classes next semester. Finals Finals Finals.. attendance.. Aaah 011204
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whoknows crunch time! last week of classes, papers due. finals coming up. that time of year when im just completely exhaustified and dont want to do anything. just sleep. 011204
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Grievance wake up unnaturally killing and defying your biology

stand pale against morality

prostrate your communication, or lose

abide tradition

share

keep secrets

convene with an everchanging public will

throw away your individual if necessary

SURVIVE HOW I TELL YOU TOO
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Grievance kx21
if i'm nothing,
something can't kill me.
but nothing might.
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unhinged no rest for the weary


i already have enough of my own
i cant carry all yours too
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what's it to you?
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