resonant
unhinged
reverberating
to
the
point
of
amplification
in_the_wake_of_the_thunderstorm
the
way
the
trees
amplified
the
violence
of
the
storm
the
night
we
were
sleeping
together
on
the
futon
and
the
storm
scared
me
being
next
to
you
afraid
you
might
overdose
in
your
sleep
scared
me
and
the
lightening
and
thunder
seemed
right
outside
the
window
the
house
shook
i
screamed
you
told
me
to
shut
up
or
a
different
him
telling
me
i
was
stupid
for
having
an
emotional
reaction
to
his
criticisms
of
the
way
i
handled
my
life
like
i
shouldn't
have
taken
it
personally
that
he
told
me
i
was
lazy
and
irresponsible
(
and
then
on
top
of
that
stupid
!!!)
don't
cry
don't
be
afraid
don't
give
up
don't
get
sick
don't
stop
don't
feel
don't
be
afraid
don't
cry
from
an
emotionally
repressed
father
that
always
pointed
out
what
i
shouldn't
be
doing
to
one
emotionally
repressed
man
after
another
pointing
out
what
i
wasn't
doing
my
heart
is
always
on
(
he
told
me
i
should
always
give
110%)
the
spigot
is
broken
i
cry
i
am
afraid
i
give
up
i
don't
have
that
kind
of
fight
in
me
to
stem
a
flood
torrents
pressure
things
crack
that
i
cannot
repair
here
you
seem
like
you
need
what
i've
got
121118
...
unhinged
my
violin
the
wooden
box
that
amplifies
my
soul
121202
...
unhinged
(
sometimes
as
i
look
at
myself
in
the
mirror
getting
ready
for
work
the
tears
just
fall
out
)
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from