reasons
psyki you play darts? the man asked.
well i'm not crying now.
i'm not trying to win.
i saw someone standing in the kitchen.
and a snake by my bed.
i saw her eyes and they were red.
because they were bleeding blue blood.
where did you go?
i need to know which way to go.
i've lost more than my mind.
a space cake.
heart trauma unit.
i want to be where i want you to be.
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unhinged i'm sure your reasons for spewing offensive shit all over this place are valid to you. 010815
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MisterFunkadelic Earth Wind and Fire

sweet tune.
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dondeestanlosjaguares "reasons, the reasons that we're here, the reasons that are feelings won't disappear"
-earth, wind, and fire

there are many reasons to many things in this world. the only reason i live lives in some place far, far away. she lives in a yellow house. she has a horse and a dog. she has a family and she has the woods.

reasons, the reasons that I have become what I am, and am doing what my heart desires, is all brought down to this one person. . . call it exaggeration, call it what you want. to me, it is simply truth.
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god yak 021016
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angie Reasons I almost cried today

-I was talking to you thinking about how I hallucinated again last nite and thought you were next to me, only to wake up with you not by my side.
-I was thinking about my mom, and my family, and religion...and what is real...and what isn't.
-I was thinking about how much I care about you, and how much I want you with me all the time.
-I thought about what I would do if you were ever taken from me...taken from this world.
-I was listening to Time to say goodbye....this opera song with sarah brightman in it...it is really beautiful...

Not so sure why I am so emotional today.
It is 2:15 and I am still in my pajamas...that could have something to do with it.

I can smell you on me because I never took a shower, I can taste you right now because I will never forget the way you taste...thats always with me.
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will i`ll give you a reason to cry 030209
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Frak it's unfortuante that it seems we can never get others to fully understand our reasons for doing the things we do. 031103
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scorpion heart "What were you doing? Where is your reasoning?" shouts my mother as i walk into the house. she's not going to get the truth out of me. she hasnt spoken a kind word to me in months! i think this as i scrape the sole of my shoe against the granite kitchen floor. i had missed work, the entire night of work, and they had called the house to see where i was. what can i tell my mother. does she really think i will tell her? : Mom, i was smoking a couple bowls and getting drunk! Like i always do! she searches my purse, unsure of what shes looking for. she finds nothing. hah. i keep my mouth shut and she finally leaves the kitchen in a flurry, rushing off to her room, questions unanswered. later i hear her crying behind the bedroom door, blowing her nose, telling my father she thinks she's lost me, that she doesn't know who i am anymore. i cry in my own room after hearing these words. promised myself i wouldnt smoke again. wiping my tear stained cheeks, i realize that i wish i could tell you mom, i wish i could tell you what i was doing, but i can tell you one thing... i've got reasoning now. reasons not to. their you. 031118
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me hi 031118
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Kat balb ablba Kat 031118
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Lint Lover He's the only reason I'm here 040523
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notme i've got a few good reasons why i'm not a great person 040525
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Procyon I make due without them. 070126
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