rather_than
unhinged walking_away
refraining
sometimes is the only choice that's left



and my heart doesn't like
when i reign it back in
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...
unhinged spit the spite
that the drugs coax out of me

i stay silent


respond to your messages
positive or negative

i stay silent

reach out to you
cause i'm afraid to be lonely

(that way
time ticks too damn slowly)

i stay silent
but this time
i'm not denying it


i'm hurt
and angry
and sad
and bitter
and the past has shown
i'm the only one
that can heal that
as much as it sucks to be
empty_handed


i will count on me
and let all the other people in my world
be free
of my burdens

(if i didn't have brother_ali
these days to make me smile
i would have called you by now)
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...
lovekilledlove keeping it in,
LET IT BE.
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...
unhinged wept
on my cushion
again today


i can't remember the last time
i sat quiet and still



but slowly
i'm making better choices
with my life
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h|s|g laugh cry
og
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from