plastic_hearts
(_)
sometimes i wonder if your
heart is plastic [like nearly-forgotten
valentines that crunch under our feet]
or if you just
give me the kid's version
to go with my unbreakable dishes---

it never cracks
certainly
or even clangs
to the floor or goes inside your beautiful mouth
because of what i do.

sometimes
i think i deserve more than love
and want to stick
my vampire canines
into your plastic heart
and make it bleed
hollowness.
060221
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*SuPeR^ChIcK* I would settle for your vampire canines sunk deeply into the side of my neck. 060221
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buddhasaidso I had a plastic heart. How does something synthetic become warm with life? Ask her. My tasteless, artificial center is no more. I'm new here... blather, life, will I sink further in? It's what I need. 060222
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*SuPeR^ChIcK* I let someone hold my plastic heart for safe keeping. They had my heart for many years, one day they decided they no longer wanted it, so they broke it into a million little pieces.

Now my plastic heart is a shattered heart. I pray that I will be able to find all the pieces to my heart, so I can put it back together one day.
060222
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pSyche can be put into the oven and melted into little loverly lumps. 060224
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superchick luvly lady lump 060224
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egger hearts (_) 060224
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Freak She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My Fake Plastic Love.
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
And It Wears Me Out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out.
060227
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sirflaccid And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time
060227
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from