passover atmosphere joy_division This is a crisis I knew had to come Destroying the balance I'd kept Doubting, unsettling and turning around Wondering what will come next Is this the role that you wanted to live? I was foolish to ask for so much Without the protection and infancy's guard It all falls apart at first touch Watching the reel as it comes to a close Brutally taking its time People who change for no reason at all It's happening all of the time Can I go on with this train of events? Disturbing and purging my mind Back out of my duties, when all's said and done I know that I'll lose every time Moving along in our god-given ways Safety is sat by the fire Sanctuary from these feverish smiles Left with a mark on the door Is this the gift that I wanted to give? "Forgive and forget's" what they teach Or pass through the deserts and wastelands once more And watch as they drop by the beach This is a crisis I knew had to come Destroying the balance I'd kept Turning around to the next set of lives Wondering what will come next 011007 ... j i went over to sarah's house. her parents were dancing to some 50s ballad. it made me uncomfortable watching them dance, in the same way it would turn you on watching people fuck. i probably shouldn't have brought that into this, but hey 030417 ... god the plane carrying the moose passed over the mall 030417 what's it to you? who go blather from