oblivion_is_what_you_want
frAnk but you've been loved.

what are you going to do with your life?
030308
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rose Wait for death. 040908
...
unhinged but it doesn't come in
pipes
bottles
pills
anymore
just not the same
but the searching is
just the same as it ever was
he's been to rehab
a good five times by now
and every time
he says it will be the last time
and maybe the last time
we believed him
with that hope in his eye
what a slut hope is
no valve to shut off
all or nothing
but then you're losing
and there's only one way
to stop it
we believed him
with that hope in his eye
death diverted
for a few more moments
pain and huddling
over clean white toilets
what a slut hope is
next to faith and love
death diverted
for a few more moments
the searching
just the same as it ever was
040908
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stork daddy then i've got some nights for you 040908
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birdmad vs the decaying PiL tape the_order_of_death

(this_is_what_you_want
this_is_what_you_get)
040908
...
. ...
bitch
040908
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stork daddy actually it doesn't matter if you want it or not, you're gonna get it. 040908
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rose No, but I do want it, trust me. 040908
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log burning fire so i get it.

and now what. put on the mask? the scent?
pretend i'm normal?

it's theatre. all of it.
050720
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from