nothingswrong anyway just smile... no nothings wrong,(yes, something is wrong) i was just thinking about something. no it wasn't him (yes it was) don't worry! I feel perfectly fine (i feel like dying) give me a kiss (see? I'm not acting distant, therefore nothing can possibly be wrong in my life) go ahead and smoke some more, i don't mind. (hey, if thats YOUR solution, go ahead, its not my life. pothead.) no i'm not pretending you're h i m. (because I'm pretending you're a different him.) you are all I want. (are you buying this shit? I'm upset! I'm upset about the other guy! I never stopped liking him!) yes, I've been eating well. (if eating well means puking after every meal, then yes, I've been eating well.) no I haven't been cutting... (I've been too busy contemplating my suicide. writing notes, planning it out, looking for that gun i know we have...) i don't have anything to cut with (if not having anything to cut with means a drawer with an arsenal of razors, knifes and pins, anyway.) 010709 ... honest asshole You crazy bitch! Get over it! Jesus. Quit pouting and figure it out. No guy should ever be able to "hurt" you like that. No girl could ever "hurt" me. 011228 ... (director) cube Quiet on the set! Battle of The Sexes - take twenty-six... ³ 011228 ... kerry i promise... so stop fucking asking! 011228 what's it to you? who go blather from