nothing_like_this fyngula it was as soft as i imagined when i finally touched it and i wondered why it took me so long realizing the patience provided the depth of the sensation otherwise missed. 000917 ... silentbob it wasn't sposed to be this way... it wasnt supposed to turn out like this... i am not supposed to feign interest now... i was always for not denying emotions. but now this...now this... 000917 ... freakizh everything seems to be different when you see it straight to your head. confident because every piece was placed carefully with patient and will, so nothing could go wrong. but when you're lifted up, and gain some height, enough to admire the whole picture, you can say that you've pretty fucked up since the first move. maybe it wasn't supposed to be like the perfection since the beginning,.. but a voice in my head says that i was nothing like this, though. 020120 what's it to you? who go blather from