not_me made my way back home w_e__n_e_v_e_r__l_o_s_t__c_on_t_r_o_l 010123 ... ClairE Something I don't care about. Obviously. Something I can comprehend even less than even infinity. 020101 ... endless desire not me. why would it ever be me? for some reason, the pages seem an extra shade of blue this morning. darker mysterious holding something that i will never be able to comprehend. 030629 ... slothisily my name is me i am not my name is not me name carved tree into my is my name is not me 040405 ... notme hey, me too crazy 040405 ... mon uow you_are_not_me_i_am_not_you 050320 ... mon uow but we_are_the_universe yeah 050320 ... shivers you never expect youself to go through those situations. you see others and wonder what must be going through their head. im so tired, how did it end up this way. why such a mess. 050809 ... tessa this is not me this is not who i am this is not my body this is not the life i should be living this is not what i imagined this is not what i look like this person that you see this is not me 051020 what's it to you? who go blather from