nihilistic_ecstasy
grendel [a quick tip of the proverbial hat to Oldephebe for the turn of phrase]

sheer joy in abandoning dream and delusion of plan or purpose,
connection or reason

seeing more with the lights out than with the high-beams of delusion searing the retina of my mind's_eye

i am

i have been

i persist
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oldephebe man i dig i dig i dig!
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puts on some jazz flout and just trips out on that
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050928
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zeke experiential_bliss 050929
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z see: A SONGALONGADONGABONGA TO ALLABALLABALLABALL THOSEDFIBIGUYAKANANANANA GAAGGAGA IF YOU WANT PUUMISH U WANT U KOMOONINGIGI U ASSASSSUUUU JINGAHANGIDI AMANIMONOLOMITH HAMMAMADAMAKARAMITH TUYUMUDUMULUMUNUTH DIMINIMINIMITH! 070601
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z i did not post the above blathe. 070604
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tessa what beauty there is to behold in darkness

and nonsense
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what's it to you?
who go
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