next_year Aimee I leave. Yet another year away from you. God I miss you already. Please god, don't let me screw this up. Please don't let him find someone else.. 010527 ... nocturnal next year will hopefully be infinitely better than this year was. I'm taking all liberal arts classes and I'll be living in a sweet ass apartment with 3 other girls. that's another reason it should be better. living with 3 girls, I'll inevitably end up being friends with at least one of them. finally, friends that don't sit around talking about whacking off and tits every waking second of every single day. 010527 ... ungreat May I find catharsis. Let my selfish heart be honest and beg the cosmos to be healed. I don't care if the answer comes at the bottom of a whiskey bottle, a prescription, or even more sunshine. May I find what I'm looking for. May this year be a good year, though I fully know I don't deserve it. 141231 what's it to you? who go blather from