nastassja_i_wish_i_could_make_you_my_fair Death of a Rose I am old when I dream of you, you say you wil never be happy, because you have experienced a love that treats you as lost. i want so much to prove you wrong about love. and i don't want to give up, please don't let me give up. i will stay here in this purgatory, stuttering all that is in me, i am the fool. 031227 ... Death of a Rose i do believe i am in the process, if not the actual begining phases of realization, that giving up is what i'm doing. i could remain as vigilent as i once was before, but you haven't returned my want, which would keep me going. 040104 ... whitechocolatewalrus (i wish it had worked out. i'm sorry) 040104 ... Death of a Rose thanks you little one, although i had the feeling from the start that i was shooting at a passing comet, and of course my aim is terrible. but i go on wanting and wishing for a lady to realize my prison in this hell would be shattered, if she only saw my feelings can be forged in steel of her making. 040104 ... celestias shadow Oh, I'm sorry. But remember, sometimes mysterious things happen. Someone with the worst aim in the world can capture a butterfly, a heart, or even a blazing comet. 040105 ... Doar It has been long since anything has willingly fallen into my heart. 040106 ... celestias shadow *kisses doar's cheek* someday soon, don't worry. it'll happen again. 040112 ... deathofarose thanks celestias. i think we've become friends in a way. i've got a date with another young lady coming up. i'm crossing my fingers. 040228 ... Death of a Rose well, that's over with. 040910 ... neesh and that's only a good thing 040910 ... minnesota_chris be my fair. You can give me rides, make me do ridiculous feats to win trinkets. Show me the freak show, feed me worthless crap. 040910 what's it to you? who go blather from