my_habit_of_feeling_the_wrong_thing
girl_jane I have a bad habit of getting in a new relationship, getting caught up in it all-thinking this guy's different-this guy is great-I haven't felt this way before...

I recently realized I've felt like that at the beginning of all my relationship. Then I realized that all of them had ended-because I didn't feel different...I wasn't *in love*

So I did it again. Only this guy was lucky. I didn't drag it on for months more. I broke his heart earlier instead of later. That means he'll be over me sooner than later.












I feel like such a bitch. I think I'll stay single for a while.
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god ha ha ha ha ha! god that was funny! 030619
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endless desire god? 030619
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god it's a habit of mine, feeling the wrong thing. 030620
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Freak
*sigh*
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sirflaccid I cannot forget the things that make me useful. I am supposed to be the protector, the safe place to hide. I am the one who will carry you. It is hard to let go of that. Especially when you are so confused. 030705
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Sintina is waning with time 051117
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