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andru235 ...too...withdrawn... 050824
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kelc iv been withdrawn from close to everything lately. Except sleep. Im not really showering regularily.. or changing my clothes.. just sleep, read, walk around aimlessly and sleep. 050825
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andru235 oh, see, i'm so much better off than you, because although i also sleep a lot and wander aimlessly and don't see anyone, i'm working on several trivial projects that no one cares about.

:D
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.fallen ...searching for the vanishing_point... 050826
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pete must step out of the world i've been living in and prepare to re-enter the world i cherish. 050826
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the end there is no further to withdraw 050826
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monkey out in space Embrace your withdraw.

It just seems to me that the more we leave this consensual_reality, the more we discover about our true, stunning nature. Certain drugs allow us to withdraw momentarily, letting us see the vast sea of possibilities real life has to offer, mediation teaches us the discipline necessary to understand ourselves and our relation to the cosmos. It is not until you have become a dissident to the norms of reality that you can finally be whole.
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Lemon_Soda By that theory, why come out of the womb at all? 051017
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no? so that we can go in again. 051018
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nom) must not draw with fodder 051018
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