moving_out jennifer jennifer jen and deb are moving out and we don't have internet access anymore so deb has magnetic poetry, so we've created our own little blater on the fridge. I'm going to miss this indigo void.... 000115 ... Q ? Love, cyberspace is everywhere. You can't escape internet access. It's like, well, vip. So see you all soon again. Just tell the telephone or cable company to hurry up, we're desperate for the connection. Moving ... oh, yeah, moving. May I curse? Just relax, take your time, have a few peanut butter sandwiches, strong cups of specialty coffee with lots of cream, and remember the best of your friends turns into the worst of your enemies in the middle of a move but reverts immediately afterwords with blinding speed to sweetheartdom. 000115 ... green_tenedril i am moving from my dear apartment in 3 weeks. the next one will have a kitty, though. (and we all know how goth that is.) so why am i depressed? *sigh*. bring me the velvet curtains so i can roll the candlesticks up in them. 010408 ... f_a i realized now why i'm so terrified it's becuase i'm giving up a life that we had started to build together, but we'll never finish. and it's so easy to pretend when i'm home that you're just late from work and you'll be home soon. or if not you... moving out means realizing i can't pretend anymore and realizing what i've destroyed. because it's so easy to pretend when nothing in your own life actually changes. this stepping stone into the realization that i have to find happiness somewhere else. without you. and i still miss you. i still miss you and i have to move on. and it terrifies me, when faced with the truth 110907 ... f_a my horoscope just told me to stop being so mopey, nobody cares. 110907 what's it to you? who go blather from